a view from my side..

~ thought bubble ~

HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P

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~ black&blue ~

~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~

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~ looking back ~

~ twilight zone ~
~ no classes again ~
~ yey..no class tomorrow! :p ~
~ bore-a-thon ~
~ fun day..thank you girls! hahaha :) ~
~ monday again..argh.. ~
~ slippery when wet..ouch.. ~
~ random thoughts..and more nonsense.. ~
~ bad day..oh well.. :p ~
~ here we go... :p ~

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~ and beyond.. ~

~ June 2006 ~
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~ November 2006 ~
~ December 2006 ~
~ January 2007 ~
~ February 2007 ~
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~ October 2007 ~
~ November 2007 ~
~ December 2007 ~
~ January 2008 ~
~ February 2008 ~
~ March 2008 ~
~ April 2008 ~
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~ November 2010 ~
~ December 2010 ~
~ January 2011 ~
~ February 2011 ~
~ March 2011 ~
~ April 2011 ~
~ November 2011 ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
~~a music box :)~~
~~scream out loud~~
~~graduate :p~~

Credits
~ _ ~

udub
Thank You! :)

~ scattered.. // eleven minutes.. ~

it has been a pretty much eventful-but-sort-of-dull week for me..i mean, a lot of things had happened and a LOT of that a lot were very nice things..things which should have made me happy..but i'm really wondering why, even though the recents events were worthy enough to be branded as something that made me happy, i don't think they actually did.. there was just a bit of bliss for that certain moment but the long-lasting joy wasn't really present..

it's not to say i'm sad..i'm not..i'm OK..that meaning i'm neither sad nor happy..i guess i'm just fine..in the gray area..somewhere in between..yeah, i guess those are the right words to describe the feeling..even though i don't think i could really describe how i'm feeling right now..

anyway, on other things..i had just finished reading the book paulene lent me.. Eleven Minutes by Paolo Coelho..i loved it, actually (much thanks, peebs! :p)..it was one of the things that at least gave me some sort of light to fight the dullness i was feeling the past week..everything in that book was so alive as i read it..

i could actually relate to some of the things Maria (the main character) was feeling and how she led her life..not that i'm a prostitute or anything like that..(better read it.. :p) but the loneliness..and this search for something..the thirst for something new in life..it's hard to explain but i took pleasure in reading the book so much because Maria's explanations on how everyone felt a certain loneliness in them..i cannot completely explain it but it helped me realize a lot of things..

also, Maria's trait of feeling "something" for someone but not expecting anything out of it or anything in return..it had happened so many times already that i think i'm actually growing accustomed to it..pleasure and pain at the same time..but who knows right? :p only time will tell..hahaha..what the hell am i saying??

the only differences i have with Maria (well, apart from the obvious as written above.. :p) were that she knew what she wanted..she had plans in her life and she did something to achieve them..she made efforts to understand the things she didn't fully grasp..and even though she hated was she did, she was not ashamed of what she was..she didn't fear what other people think about her..

..and of course, she had a person who despite everything she was, saw a "light" in her..Ralf Hart the painter whom she fell in love with without expecting anything in return from him..(well, of course, he loved her too..as it always is.. :p)

it's not that i don't have plans or that i don't know what i want..i do, actually..but they're quite vague from where i'm standing..and a fear in me somehow is present..much of it..and i know i have to overcome that..as for the person who will see "light" in me, well, i do not ponder much anymore on that subject..as it was for Maria and Ralf Hart, it will come on the most unexpected places..(cliche, cliche..hmm..haha :p)

picking up the pieces..slowly..and i'm trying my very best :)

anyway, i'm sleepy..as you can see, i'm slowly drifting into nonsense blabbering..so i guess i'll just blog another time..

still, i say, look at the bright side of life and treasure every happiness that comes your way.. :)

God bless :)

~ isabel ~ posted @
Sunday, July 30, 2006,11:09 PM

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