ver 3.0
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HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P


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~ black&blue ~



*| isabel | many nicknames :P | 20teen 20ne | December baby | Pinay | Green | CBE Yuppie :P | frustrated.. everything :P | contradiction | curious | daydreamer | the late bloomer LOL | in search for more | open | neutral | smile freak :D | moody ;) |*

| God | family | friends | love | tunes | reads | life and living it | rain | sunshine | sleep | staying up late | artsy stuff | variety | internet | chatting | blogs | keeping it simple | helping out | cultures | drawing/doodling | talking | learning and doing new things | day(or night?)dreaming | dogs | memories | pictures | all things beautiful | happiness |

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~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~


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~ looking back ~

~ ... ~
~ revisited ~
~ 010307 and 8 ~
~ 110107 ~
~ 102407 ~
~ 102007 ~
~ Never... ~
~ hmmm.. ~
~ yehey! :p ~
~ ANIMO!! ~

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~ and beyond.. ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
a music box :)
scream out loud
graduate :p

Credits
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udub
Thank You! :)

~ whatta week. ~

I start all this ranting by saying that I love my sister. She is one of the few persons who have the guts to smack the facts right to my face (Apparently, based on her opinion also, people are sort of afraid of me or maybe how I might react to whatever they'll say..most probably because very few have ever tried, harhar :p). We're not the sweety-sweety mushy type of sisters (except of course when we kid around or need favors, haha! Kidding! :p) but we do talk about a lot of things. Funny things, serious things, taboo things, and even nonsense :p Although we don't always get along and we are almost opposites of each other, I am forever thankful that she's there whatever may happen. Thanks Chi :)

Anyway, it has been a long week and it would be an understatement to say that it was a roller coaster ride of emotions. I could almost see myself stepping off the ledge to the pit of insanity. One moment, everything's fine and I'm minding my own business...I laugh coz of silly things and stupid comments...serious talks come...I tone down then I find myself sobbing like a kid while waiting for the train to come... a few hours later, I snap out of it and quietly plan things that I have to do...Someone talks, I listen and start to find hope again...later, things come crashing and I panic my brains out. When things finally clam down, I blurt out something stupid and again, the gates of hell open.

I walked home a while ago with a lot of stuff going through my mind, including what I might end up "writing" here (that was before I talked with Chi, so everything changed :p). I actually expected myself to blog in detail but why even bother. Besides, doing that might and most probably make things even more complicated so, enough of all that. Waaaaaaa..I'm just glad it's a Friday (or Saturday, for that matter) and the school week is done.

It has been getting colder lately and December is just around the corner. I sense that it will be an uneventful, if not miserable birthday for me (It has been such for about 2 years now and judging from the way things are going, I do not expect anything less). All of that, however, will be the outcome of my doing.

My sister agrees, nonetheless. :p

P.S.
Again, thank you to those who understand. For those who don't, I do not force you to. For those who I've offended and who have been affected by my actions, my deepest apologies. I am only human, and that is not even a good excuse.

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