a view from my side..

~ thought bubble ~

HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P

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~ black&blue ~

~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~

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~ looking back ~

~ formspring.me ~
~ formspring.me ~
~ What's the biggest risk you've ever taken? Are you... ~
~ What fear would you most like to conquer? ~
~ What's your daily morning routine? ~
~ just saw rent. not quite sure about n2n. is it good? ~
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~ What language would you like to learn how to speak? ~
~ who's your favorite stage actress here in the coun... ~
~ Among the 7 Capital Sins, which one are you most g... ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
~~a music box :)~~
~~scream out loud~~
~~graduate :p~~

Credits
~ _ ~

udub
Thank You! :)

~ haha. ~

what a way to end the school week.

jeepney.greenwich.BoC e-rod.bwahahaha.

not to mention one of the best pick up lines i've heard so far.
benta! hahaha

i'm not good at this. i feel like a kid. waah.

i'm torn between being happy and being really, really embarrassed.
more of the latter though.

oh well, at least i'm happy..or laughing..or something.

hahaha. :P

...okay, got a text just now..
suddenly, things don't look and feel so good anymore.
oh no. i hope things didn't go bad. waaaah.

~ isabel ~ posted @
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~ proof. ~

i'm thinking of a more subtle way to say this..

(this will have to do for the meantime)

but despite everything..the hurt, the fear, the anxiety, not to mention the confusion..i am finding out how strong love could be and should be..true, i might not have the words to describe what exactly it is..nor do i have enough experience to know everything about it (or one form of it at least, hahaha :P)..

but it's there..you just know it is..

my realistic side tells me that nowadays, nothing lasts forever anymore..

my i-dunno-what-to-call-her side however, still clings on to that mushy-like-but-not-really idea that forever may still be possible. how could she not when she sees and feels all the love that is around..

*realistic side tells me to stop this mushy nonesense and continue memorizing section 1 of the law on negotiable instruments. hahaha.

*****

minsan, natatakot ako kasi hindi ko na alam kung anu ba talagang totoo para sa akin at hindi. ganito pala ang epekto ng pagkukubli..habang tumatagal, gumagaling ka sa pagkukunwari..hanggang sa dumating yung punto na pati pala sarili mo niloloko mo na ng hindi mo namamalayan.

ayokong umabot sa ganun ang mga bagay. masaya ngumiti, totoo..pero siguro..

...

mag-aaral na lang muna nga ako. =)

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008,7:35 PM

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~ endings and beginnings. ~

...and so our brief escapade to the world of employment had ended last friday with BoC's unique way of ending their SIP (student internship program)..we had our very own graduation!! haha :) true, it sounds weird..and even funny, but it was a very memorable eperience for all of us, most especially because of amelie's speech *wink wink* :)

honestly, even if i don't want to admit it, i had fun during my ojt..i had learned a lot of things and had learned a lot about people as well. i was happy that i ended up accepting the offer from bank of commerce even though a lot of bigger, or should i say, more reputable institutions had tried to hire me after i had already started my ojt.

of course, i had fun because of the new friends i had gained from the experience..not to mention the fact that i was also able to get to know more about the friends that i already had in school :)

first up, to BoC E. Rodriguez Branch and the people of 10th floor esp SLU and CBG4, thank you so much :)

to my school/coursemates renay, pat, rai, bryan, eizel and barretz, i'm happy i got to know you guys a bit more kahit papanu :P thanks.

miriam girls, ac girls, ust people, beda boys..
thanks for all the fun times (haha *wink*) though i can't recall everybody's names :P

to my BoC group.. leslie, nicole, bea, bianx, nate and amelie..thank you for all the kulitan, code-naming, kwentuhan, chismisan, tawanan and gaguhan times, hahaha! gonna miss all the fun times..sa uulitin :)

*****

and so school begins once again..it's gonna be my last term..boohoo!! or is it? hmmm..because of the current situation, it should be my last..should.
i still wanna be a kid and still don't want any big responsibility. hahaha. tantrums.
i don't want my academic life to end just yet. hmmmm..
well, that's not the only thing that's gonna end..soon.

oh well..let's live one day at a time..and smile :)

*****

thank you, thank you, thank you :')

~ isabel ~ posted @
Tuesday, May 27, 2008,1:49 PM

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~ smile. ~

love doing it.
love seeing it as well.
keeps things simple.
no questions asked (well, most of the time :p).
the best defense.
excuses.
annoying (sometimes).
plastic.
pretense.
happy but..
sincere.
sarcasm.
warm.
give it out and get it back.
hirit pero wag na (haha).
telephone.
text.
picture.
story.
conversation.
soul.
bliss.
worry-free.
frown upside-down.
convenient.
mask.

*****
had a busy satiruday. cosca stuff. had fun. told the truth. cried before i finished :P.

smile. sleepy now. will finish later. :D haha

~ isabel ~ posted @
Saturday, May 17, 2008,7:27 PM

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~ it's still there ~

i could have all the fun in the world and distract myself with anything and everything..

but at the end of the day..when i stop and get to think about things..it's still there to haunt me.

honestly, sometimes i think i'm making a fool out of myself..
i try to make myself believe that things are alright when they're really far from that.
or maybe i'm just making use of my out-of-sight-out-of-mind attitude..
comes pretty handy at times like these

good? bad? dunno.

why the heck am i too emotionally attached? i don't want to be.
dang..
wanna go away..far far away. anywhere.

anyway, tomorrow's another day though :P

~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, May 16, 2008,6:52 PM

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~ distraction. ~

i really cannot think of how i could exactly describe it..it is NOT, i repeat NOT anything romantic ..things have pushed me to become a non-believer (though i still wish something could reverse it). i would like to think it's some sort of fondness that makes you think.. then smile..then think some more..

there comes a point when it becomes annoying..yet you remain somehow interested. you entertain it then suddenly, poof. you become disgusted..and brush everything off.

well, whatever it is..it's enough to keep you distracted from things you'd rather not think about at the moment..with an added smile to boot. hahaha ;D

YUCK. hahahaha. (see?)

feel ko.. mag-cocomment nanaman si earl na malabo, hahaha :D peace!

*****

i realized that i really do love being in school. yeah, ojt's fine and we get paid too but undergoing it made me appreciate school more. kakamiss, haha. well, i just keep in mind that school's a controlled envoronment of the real world and the ojt program sort of gave us a glimpse of that. it's been fun though :)

slu.cbg.rbg.treasury.iod.dod.legal.cad. --> preview? ganyan. haha. =)

*****

i seriously wanna go away.
far far far away.

i could only wish for now.

~ isabel ~ posted @
Thursday, May 15, 2008,5:08 PM

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~ nothing lasts forever. ~

somehow, i already saw things coming.

still, why am i being such a coconut?

i honestly wanna nag/rant/whine about a lot of stuff that's happened and is happening lately..

on second thought, forget about it.

smiling all the hurt away :)

~ isabel ~ posted @
Tuesday, May 13, 2008,8:56 PM

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~ one.. ~

..of the feelings i hate most = stupidity.

i am this close to losing it. thank God a lot of people still make me happy and let me forget even for just a while.

okay, not making sense..haha.

i'm gonna smile and tell the whole world i'm fine..
gonna keep my senses deep down where no one can hear me.

~ isabel ~ posted @
Saturday, May 10, 2008,8:30 PM

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~ HAHA ~

from lust at first sight (got this from chi..kay da ba ito galing? :p)

..to "innocent lusting (Colobong, 2008) ???"

ewww...HAHAHAHA!

but i swear to high heavens..i'm innocent, haha!!

*****

hmmmm...no, no and NO.. and that's that. ;-)

~ isabel ~ posted @
Wednesday, May 07, 2008,7:13 PM

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~ answer ~

i just blogged a few minutes ago, haha! but what the hey..

every situation is different so...

universal answer = depends on the situation.

EWAN.

~ isabel ~ posted @
Tuesday, May 06, 2008,7:47 PM

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~ the heat is on ~

is it the summer heat that's drivin' people to be like this?

what the heck is happening to everyone??!

or maybe, it's just me. haha
i should join the bandwagon then??

haha. that will be the day.
i can't imagine.
not now..not unless, well..

don't get me wrong
i'm no rock.. (coconut? maybe :P)
and i have nothing against any of it
erm..but well..
like i said, that'll be the day.. :)

hahaha.. :P

~ isabel ~ posted @
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~ pahinga muna. ~

nakakapagod din pala magkunyari at magtago.
pero bakit ganun?
pag nagsabi naman ako ng totoo..
kung anu ba talagang tunay na nararamdaman ko
at kung anu ba talaga ako
ang hirap din naman magpaliwanag.
at kahit anung piliin ko, parang may mahirap pa rin.
parang may mali pa rin.

(eh teka...
kailangan nga ba akong magpaliwanag?
sino ba pati kasi ang tinataguan ko?
niloloko ko lang ba ang sarili ko?)

kung hindi ko saktan ang iba..
sarili ko naman ang sinasaktan ko
mabuti na rin siguro yun..pero..
mabuti nga ba?
anu ako, emo?

hay naku. ewan. bahala na.

ngiti na lang :)

~ isabel ~ posted @
Sunday, May 04, 2008,9:52 PM

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~ the movie story. ~

A very good friend of mine told me about this movie script that he was conceptualizing for the past 2 months now (more or less). It was some sort of love story that had twists and turns that had driven me almost bonkers after hearing the description plot and cast of characters..the over-all organization of his story needed some improvements and i think he might need a little professional to straighten up some stuff..

hmmmm..i dunno if that's a good start for his career but I think for now, that's a different story :P

Anyway, it wasn't really THAT original..the elements of a typical love story (though i'm really not so sure what they are, hehe :P) are there...for this one, of course, there is the oh-so-typical love triangle scenario..not really unusual but lest i be accused of plagiarizing my friend's idea, i won't spoil the details..i would like to believe he has great plans for this little project of his so...there :P

my friend talked about this idea of his for about 2 hours and i listened as best i could..the idea wasn't bad at all...good mix of comedy and drama, i suppose...i laughed loudly at times while there were moments that i paused internalized certain scenes which he described..(yup, i got hooked kinda badly, haha :P)..i think he showed how strongly he felt about this and how serious he really was..but the punchlines kept coming as well from time to time.

the downside of all the excitement though was there was still no ending to the script. 2 months worth of work and he was still trying to work out the climax..worse, i kept asking how things would work out for all the characters and he couldn't provide me concrete answers..

one word: bitin.

anyway, i'd like to help him make the ending...i mean, i'm planning to...or somehow, i'm already helping with all the inputs i tried to give during our discussion...but come to think of it, he should be the one to make the ending..coz it wouldn't be his work if i try to push my thoughts in, whether they're solicited or not.

i liked his story.. i wonder who'd be fit to play the parts of the characters in the local movie industry though, wahahaha. i think i'm pretty biased though, granting that he IS a good friend of mine and all..

what i'm wondering at this point though is how people would look at this script.
bebenta kaya sa masa? only time will tell.

good luck making the ending =D
would love to hear it when you work it all out ;)

~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, May 02, 2008,4:30 PM

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~ the movie story. ~

~ isabel ~ posted @
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