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HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P


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~ black&blue ~



*| isabel | many nicknames :P | 20teen 20ne | December baby | Pinay | Green | CBE Yuppie :P | frustrated.. everything :P | contradiction | curious | daydreamer | the late bloomer LOL | in search for more | open | neutral | smile freak :D | moody ;) |*

| God | family | friends | love | tunes | reads | life and living it | rain | sunshine | sleep | staying up late | artsy stuff | variety | internet | chatting | blogs | keeping it simple | helping out | cultures | drawing/doodling | talking | learning and doing new things | day(or night?)dreaming | dogs | memories | pictures | all things beautiful | happiness |


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~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ looking back ~

~ haha. ~
~ proof. ~
~ endings and beginnings. ~
~ smile. ~
~ it's still there ~
~ distraction. ~
~ nothing lasts forever. ~
~ one.. ~
~ HAHA ~
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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
a music box :)
scream out loud
graduate :p

Credits
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udub
Thank You! :)

~ opening up and digging deeper. ~

i had a very memorable, meaningful and (of course) fun weekend thanks to our deepening ..
(i had a booboo though coz for the first time, i woke up LATE..30 mins after the supposed call time..tsk tsk tsk..sorry.)

through this activity, i got to learn more about my dear friends and co-volunteers (how they are, what they've been through and what they're going through) at cosca and also learn a bit more about myself. :)

first up, with regards to all the stories that i was able to hear.. i remembered what i told a good friend of mine when we had talked..."kanya kanyang disfunction at problema lang talaga yan sa buhay.." and my co-volunteers and i are no exception. i guess it's just a matter of how we handle the things that come upon us. and of course, keeping Him by our side.

hmmm..with regards to myself..some of my friends tell me that i am good listener..i can't say that's completely true (let's ask my mom how many times i've been scolded about this, haha! :P). what's true though is that i like listening to others tell their story rather than me telling mine..erm, with the exception of a number of people whom i really open up to and are weary from all my ranting, haha..(you guys know who you are and thanks :P)

i dunno..i honestly love hearing stories (chismosa ba? hahaha!) about anything under the sun..i love learning more about people with backgrounds and lives different from mine..or maybe it's also some form of defense mechanism so i won't need to think of or tell my side of the story. ewan ko..gusto ko naman din siguro mag share..nahihirapan lang talaga ako (??) haha. and of course, i don't like being too dramatic so i try to keep it all in as much as possible.

pero ayun. masaya ako kasi kaya ko pala mag share, kahit konti, kahit papanu. haha :)

anyway, there.

besides the drama, i'd like to believe all of us had a wonderful time at our deepening. with all the energizers, activities, games (the obstacle course thingy was a highlight!), surprises (for the graduating people (awww :c ), and issues and intrigas in between (ehem..haha!) we volunteers got to renew and strengthen (hopefully) our commitment to cosca and each other as well. i am just really, really sad that it's my last term in school.. :( although i think that gives me more reason to try to do more since time is of the essence.

to all the volunteers who were there, both participants and organizers, especially ate tina, salamat ng marami. :D

mabuhay and batch 11 at 12! woohoo!
mahal ko kayong lahat. :)

mabuhay ang cosca! :D

*****

another school week incoming! heaven help us. boo boo boo! thesis na ulit. wah.

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just some quick thoughts..

well, things are indeed back to normal. i'm not bitter about anything although i sometimes wish for something better but it's all good. seeing you every so often is good enough for me even though we don't get to talk much anymore. given the recent circumstances, you may or may not get to read this (40-60 chance? haha) but it doesn't matter. the fact that i was able to get a glimpse of you in a different light is more than enough for me. thanks i guess. hahaha.

i thought we got to bond that night but after what i had heard afterwards, what you had said about what had happened.. i felt both disgusted (with your actions) and a bit disappointed with you. oh well..you and i still have a lot to learn. just some advice for you, dear..do not mess with me because you have no idea how hard i can strike back. (oh yeah, bitch mode, haha :P)

i still don't know how i'll be able to talk to you. or if i'll still be able to talk to you after..what's going to happen. hayy.

i can't believe you were one of my special someones in one of our activities, hahaha. :D
lucky you, eh? hahaha.


and..to you..hmmm..ayun.. :)

still smiling. :)


~ isabel ~ posted @
Sunday, June 01, 2008,5:26 PM

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