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HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P


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*| isabel | many nicknames :P | 20teen 20ne | December baby | Pinay | Green | CBE Yuppie :P | frustrated.. everything :P | contradiction | curious | daydreamer | the late bloomer LOL | in search for more | open | neutral | smile freak :D | moody ;) |*

| God | family | friends | love | tunes | reads | life and living it | rain | sunshine | sleep | staying up late | artsy stuff | variety | internet | chatting | blogs | keeping it simple | helping out | cultures | drawing/doodling | talking | learning and doing new things | day(or night?)dreaming | dogs | memories | pictures | all things beautiful | happiness |


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~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
a music box :)
scream out loud
graduate :p

Credits
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udub
Thank You! :)

~ i won't keep it a secret.. ~

..if it were real :) that is a promise i will keep.

why? well, something happened just a while ago and i felt it was blog worthy. haha. i'm in my unusually weird self right now and the moment called for a prank. my prank's name was Andre (i used it for some other thing a few years ago and it's the first name than came in mind which isn't connected to any guy i'm related [or attracted to? haha] to at the moment, haha! :P besides, it's unrealistic! hahaha!). i pulled this off before with someone else using a different name (i think) but never in such detail including specific dates, events and certain lines like "don't tell her that i talked to you, okay?" i didn't think it was that believable..turns out it was, hahaha! :D i'd pass as a YM actress/con artist..joke! :P

it was all because my goal was to make my good friend believe everything was real. i was successful but i had to admit the whole truth because i didn't want to continue lying to my friend and i would not want to betray that person (let alone make that person feel betrayed :P) my mom knows of the whole thing, though but fell asleep even before i finished my prank..hehehe :D

this is an illustration of the bad effects of using YM/text as a medium of communication (as i've told my friend earlier). hahaha. kidding. :P it's half meant though. i think a lot of us would agree that "talking" using ym/text messages may equal to miscommunication from time to time.. face to face conversation is still the best (although i myself am not a very active advocate of that with certain persons and situations, hehehe..guilty.)

to my good friend, sorry for the prank..and don't worry, this is me who's typing (hahaha!). things like THAT will not be something i'd lie about..especially not you.

since i've posted this in my blog already, there'll be some possible effects: either i won't be able to pull it off again in the future OR when it's already real, no one would believe OR when i do pull it off again, people would think it was already real and thus would backfire. okay, i'm confused, hahaha!

later guys :)
(and andre wishes everyone a great day tomorrow..BWAHAHAHAHAHA. ;P )


~ isabel ~ posted @
Sunday, September 28, 2008,8:34 PM

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~ don't forget. ;) ~

just a quick thought before i go. if there's something i'm really "afraid" of [more "afraid" of than romantic love (and don't ask coz i don't have the time to really explain) hehehe..], it should probably be amnesia, may it be partial or complete. i'd hate to wake up one day and not know who i am or have even just a chunk of my memory missing.

wala lang. it'll make me sad if i forget anything, even the most painful memories i've gone through. losing my memory (or even a part of it) would be like subtracting a part of myself from me (magulo, hehe). maybe that's why i like taking down notes, blogging and making journals (kahit hindi ko madalas na-uupdate yung iba). for back up..in case i forget anything..

..including you who's reading this (flattered much?) hehehe.

unrelated: grad na next week. wah. :P


~ isabel ~ posted @
Saturday, September 27, 2008,10:57 AM

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~ tsk tsk tsk. ~

i am not pissed. or maybe i am. hayy, i'm just getting tired because i've been tolerating everything and have been patient (though you probably won't agree). i care for you, true. but if you shall go on like this, i don't think you deserve anything from me anymore. i've defended and justified everything for too many times already. you've done a lot of damage and what i hate about it is that YOU KNOW YOU HAVE but still do not do anything to improve the situation. how disappointing. and i thought you were smart.

(yeah you are..but today, you're a smart-ass. tssss.)

i am here for you unconditionally..and i will be. (or maybe i do not have a choice?)
let's hope that there won't come a point when i'm here yet i am totally indifferent.

better shape up or suffer the consequences. your call.


~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, September 26, 2008,7:54 PM

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~ together with the rain.. ~

ang loser ng feeling ko now. hayy. oh well, my fault entirely.
dapat hindi ko pinilit masyado. nasayang tuloy yung chance.

i just hope God (or whoever is there) would give me another chance.

forgive the self pity. tao lang.

oh well, getting over and moving on. trying.
madami pa naman eh..sana sana. :)


~ isabel ~ posted @
Thursday, September 25, 2008,6:26 PM

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~ because i'm still a bum :P ~

taking quizzes out of boredom, hehe :P

honestly, gusto ko lumabas kaso la akong pera (no school = no allowance, haha! at dahil na rin sa kakabili na rin ng antibiotics dahil maysakit ako for the past few days) so ayun, haha. Meron ba dyan gusto manlibre kahit pamasahe lang kung saan para tumambay man lang? haha..toink.

TM (tipid mode) muna habang wala pang trabaho..at feeling ko, habang tumatagal, lalong ayaw ko nang magtrabaho (muna)..hahahaha! kaya nga naghahanap na ako bago ako masanay at maging tuluyang bum.. ahihihi. ang sarap maging bata. hayy. hahaha! anyway, so much for the ramblings.. :D

(naisip ko lang bigla, graduation na pala next week. damn it, ang bilis! hahaha :P)

Your Working Style

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. [yeah, i guess so. :P] You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat [ depende king sino ]. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to ideas or people you care about. [haha, siguro nga :)] You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values.

You stick to your ideals with passionate conviction. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. [uh huh.. :P] Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by a quiet reserve. [ahehehe :D]

In everyday matters you are tolerant, open-minded, understanding, flexible, and adaptable. But if your inner loyalties are threatened, you will not give an inch. Except for your work's sake, you have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

Your main interest lies in seeing the possibilities beyond what is present, obvious, or known. You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts [true, true :P] . You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you--human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you care deeply about something.

You are curious about new ideas and tend to have insight and long-range vision [ :D ]. You are interested in books and language and are likely to have a gift of expression; with talent you may be excellent writers [or maybe not :P]. You can be ingenious and persuasive on the subject of your enthusiasms, which are quiet but deep-rooted. You are often attracted to counseling, teaching, literature, art, science, or psychology [ psychology = frustration, haha! ].

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy [ ito nanaman itong word na ito, inadequacy. hay. ]. This can happen even when, objectively, you are being as effecive as others. It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little [wag naman sana :p ] . If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become overly sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself.


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test47.aspx


~ isabel ~ posted @
Tuesday, September 23, 2008,9:04 AM

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~ wow :P ~

besides academic performance and extra-curriculars,
kino-consider na pala ngayon ang status ng lovelife pag iniiterview para sa trabaho.
hahaha. nice one. nakakatuwa. :P

wala lang =D hehehe!


~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, September 19, 2008,6:09 PM

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~ honestly.. ~

hindi ko din alam kung bakit kaya wala akong direchong sagot.
hahaha!
sabi nga sa kanta "wag mo nang itanong sa akin...di ko rin naman sasabihin.."
pero hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit kaya wala talaga akong sasabihin. :P

just be happy and thankful, haha!
mabait talaga ako eh :))


~ isabel ~ posted @
Tuesday, September 16, 2008,6:13 PM

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~ thought bubble ~

at the back of my mind
i felt something..

something that's been there for a while
but i just could not entertain
because i think i shouldn't
and because i know i shouldn't

why?
well...why not?

well, it could ruin everything.
and you know me when it comes to...
risks.
i don't have the guts.

so back i go to just thinking of that something..

but then again
that's just my mind talking

so it doesn't really count. ;)

(for now)


~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, September 12, 2008,8:53 PM

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~ flashback-ing and fast forward-ing :P ~

Nope, this isn't my farewell-to-school blog because technically, I haven't graduated yet so, nope..not this one. :P

It was just weird walking around school earlier and not having classes anymore. Every hallway I turn to flashes back some weird memory in my mind. Even the long lines for adjustment trigger a memory (and not a very good one at that).

What I did notice was there were hardly any faces who were familiar when I walked along the corridors. I suddenly felt ..old (?). Or maybe it was a reminder that yeah, we really do have to move on..or at least I do (Hmm..power of suggestion, what can I say? :P).

Anyway, I must try and find a job soon (even though I still don't want to :P). I'm getting bored..which is very characteristic of me, hahaha! That was actually my reason for coming back, but we'll see what happens :D A lot of options are still open. A LOT. ;)

(now i think to myself...how come I don't get bored with you?) :)


~ isabel ~ posted @
Wednesday, September 10, 2008,10:16 PM

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~ quick thoughs :P ~

i had originally wanted to blab about how school's over and how i'm happy and proud of BOS and how i'm having these anxious and "mangmang ako" feelings lately..but on second though, maybe another time. maybe. ;)

i had once said to myself that the best lie is one which makes you yourself believe that it's true.

i don't want to continue this post anymore because...

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~ isabel ~ posted @
Thursday, September 04, 2008,9:07 PM

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