a view from my side..

~ thought bubble ~

HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P

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~ black&blue ~

~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~

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Plurk.com

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~ looking back ~

~ maybe ~
~ 4 1/2 ~
~ buhay estudyante :P ~
~ now i know. ~
~ i won't keep it a secret.. ~
~ don't forget. ;) ~
~ tsk tsk tsk. ~
~ together with the rain.. ~
~ because i'm still a bum :P ~
~ wow :P ~

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~ and beyond.. ~

~ June 2006 ~
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~ September 2006 ~
~ October 2006 ~
~ November 2006 ~
~ December 2006 ~
~ January 2007 ~
~ February 2007 ~
~ March 2007 ~
~ April 2007 ~
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~ June 2007 ~
~ July 2007 ~
~ August 2007 ~
~ September 2007 ~
~ October 2007 ~
~ November 2007 ~
~ December 2007 ~
~ January 2008 ~
~ February 2008 ~
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~ April 2008 ~
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~ January 2010 ~
~ February 2010 ~
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~ April 2010 ~
~ June 2010 ~
~ November 2010 ~
~ December 2010 ~
~ January 2011 ~
~ February 2011 ~
~ March 2011 ~
~ April 2011 ~
~ November 2011 ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
~~a music box :)~~
~~scream out loud~~
~~graduate :p~~

Credits
~ _ ~

udub
Thank You! :)

~ babbles for the week :D ~

last monday while i was at makati waiting for a job interview after lunch, i stopped by at a fastfood to satisfy some cravings for dessert (yeah, baaad for me

, i know..but read on..

) since i was going to an interview later on, i decided to stop by the comfort room to freshen up a bit (you know how it is at makati especially if you commute and walk around

). when i twisted the door handle, it was locked so i decided to wait. a few seconds after a young man opened the door. i was startled coz he appeared to be talking to someone who was inside with him.

then he said,

"Oy brad, may gagamit ata..."

so i went (in my head), "OKAY. WOW. ayoko na ata mag dessert."

hehehe. hindi na pala tayo ganun ka-discreet ngayon. may pagsasabi pa ng BRAD ah. well at least they were pretty discreet in appearance. not to judge or anything but sana man lang hindi sa public place, di ba? get a room, guys (or whatever you'd like to call yourselves) :P

*****

so this is what it feels like to not have allowance

(meaning the allowance i regularly had when i was still going to school

). i'm not complaining, i mean i'm lucky to be given what i am given but it's pretty hard to budget stuff even if i only go around doing interviews. medyo mahal na rin kasi pamasahe lalo na pag hindi ko alam kung panu mag-commute going to the place. just one of the many things pushing me to work (and earn for myself) already. i think my mind's already set in doing just that. i dunno about my heart though but i know i have to work soon. hehehe. i think i have a pretty good idea what i want to do for now (or at least what i don't want to do :P) Lord help me.

hayy, wish me luck guys!

*****

i was with friends and we were talking about random things i don't remember. the guy approached us and asked to talk to me for a while and i agreed. my friend and i walked around the area neither of us saying anything. i watched the weird expression on his face and somehow i already had an idea what this was all about.

we stopped to rest against this white wall. we still weren't talking. he was at my left..and he still had that weird expression on his face. we saw the girl from afar. i knew she saw us but she acted as if she didn't and went on with her business.

"o, bakit bigla mo naman akong kinakausap ngayon? nakakagulat naman."

i knew he tried to answer my question but nothing came out of him. he looked toward her direction again then bowed his head for a while.

"uy, anu ba meron? anu ba nangyayari sa iyo?"

he tried looking away at the other direction. i was shocked. was he actually crying? i've never ever seen this guy cry and here he was, trying to hide his tears from me. i was clueless but i waited for him to say something...and he did.

"ayoko na ng ganito. gusto ko na maging okay ulit."

"eh ikaw lang naman inaantay niya eh. i mean okay na kayo pareho di ba? graduate na nga tayo eh. hindi na nga lang kayo nag-uusap. gusto nga niya sana maayos toh bago tayo umalis eh feel niya parang impossible. kasi nga hindi na kayo nag-uusap. or rather hindi mo siya kinakausap. hmmm. ayun," i answered. he was still crying and i was still weirded out by everything.

"kaya nga ako nandito di ba? ayoko na talaga ng gulo eh," he said.

"wala naman gulo ah. hmmm. well, ikaw bahala. puntahan ko lang sila dun. bahala ka na kung anu gusto mo gawin."

then i left him there by the white wall and went towards the girl. i was just about to tell her what happened when the guy suddenly runs toward us and hugs the girl (talk about drama eh?). he kept saying he was sorry over and over. i couldn't believe it was happening but i was really happy it was. both of them were crying, trying to explain and saying sorry at the same time, and everyone around us was shocked.

after 3 years, finally BATI NA SILA.

i still couldn't believe it.

...i guess i had good reason not to
coz a while later i woke up.

everything was a dream.

and i thought, "kaya pala ang drama bigla ni guy, joketime lang pala lahat."

hayy. wala lang. sayang.

~ isabel ~ posted @
Thursday, October 16, 2008,9:59 AM

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