ver 3.0
~ thought bubble ~

HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P


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~ black&blue ~



*| isabel | many nicknames :P | 20teen 20ne | December baby | Pinay | Green | CBE Yuppie :P | frustrated.. everything :P | contradiction | curious | daydreamer | the late bloomer LOL | in search for more | open | neutral | smile freak :D | moody ;) |*

| God | family | friends | love | tunes | reads | life and living it | rain | sunshine | sleep | staying up late | artsy stuff | variety | internet | chatting | blogs | keeping it simple | helping out | cultures | drawing/doodling | talking | learning and doing new things | day(or night?)dreaming | dogs | memories | pictures | all things beautiful | happiness |

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~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~


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~ looking back ~

~ colorful! :P ~
~ dazzle me... ~
~ mirror watching.. ~
~ recovery and farewell ~
~ rants :p ~
~ caught me. :) ~
~ note to self. ~
~ what girls like from their guy :P ~
~ ... :D ~
~ "ending it all" and "going nuts" ~

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~ and beyond.. ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
a music box :)
scream out loud
graduate :p

Credits
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udub
Thank You! :)

~ value and frustration ~

bear with me on this. i know i should not be rambling about this.
i can't help it though..so fuck off if you're not here to understand.
well, try as you might to understand, you won't anyway. haha.
you'll realize that after you've read this. IF you have the patience to read. :P

i couldn't understand why things have turned out the way they are now.
i don't think i did anything wrong for these things to happen.
but maybe...maybe i didn't listen when everyone was already warning me about it.
maybe i turned to deaf ears because my eyes and my heart did not see nor feel what they had kept hammering to my ear.
maybe i had invested so much in something that i valued but would eventually just...evaporate.

i am frustrated. if one knows of the details of this story, he or she may raise an eyebrow at me and doubt what i say...because frankly, it may seem like something else. but no. do not misinterpret. what i say goes and i stand by that. it's just that when you value something very much..(as it had given you enough reason for you to value it) it frustrates you if it does not turn out the way you had thought it once was.

anyway, yes..how immature..how selfish.
but hey, i can't always be the one to understand right?

but at least, even if my understanding would cease,
i would still stay and be there..whatever 'be there' should mean.

haha, i just remembered. a friend told me i had some talent in saying things i wanted to say (expressing what i felt, i guess) but not really saying anything at all. what do you think?

sometimes i wish i was just frank and straight-forward.

anyway, back to reality.. smile guys


~ isabel ~ posted @
Thursday, November 13, 2008,6:15 AM
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