So here I am bored and blogging away on a Monday morning. I have to work again tonight and hopefully I'd be able to stay up later.
I was looking around at my Multiply account and the interface suddenly changed into the new layout they have been telling the users about. A friend actually told me about this the other day and it's the first time I actually got to see the "new Multiply." Not so bad... but anyway, I was looking around and I saw a lot of the past messages I got from people. It's fun reading these things after time has passed by. :)
One of the memorable messages was the trail I and a friend (?) had before I graduated from college. The "(?)" is there because we don't really know each other and just happened to study in the same university and have common contacts in Multiply, haha. Anyway, he shared some things about life and encouraged me a lot, much like how an older brother might have... or maybe how a teacher would to a student. He's older than me, (or at least I think he is, granting that he never answered anything about age, haha! Maybe about 10 years, I think? HAHA..) but it was like we were on the same level regarding things during that conversation... or maybe he was just being patient and all coz he knew how younger than him I was HAHA. (Peace!)
Anyway, I'd like to think I've grown up a bit (it's been about 9 months already) since then, but I still feel all the mixed feelings I've told him about then. But anyway, life has been kind to me and somehow, it was a treat re-reading that one.
(Hey you, if you happen to read this, I sent you a message. Thank you. :P )
Another trail of messages that I had fun reading about was about a friend of mine who thought I was talking about a guy in one of my blog entries... HAHA. I didn't even remember having that message trail until I read it again just now. It was proof of how scared I was of falling in love and having a relationship (HAHA, I don' t think that's a big secret if you know me personally :P). I read it and smiled to myself coz everything was TRUE... how I didn't want any commitments out of fear of being inadequate and the potential of hurting HIM (whoever he is) and myself, hahaha. Pathetic, I know but well... I am human after all. ;-)
Am I still afraid? Well, only time will tell :)
Anyhoo, I haven't eaten anything and it's almost lunchtime so off I go for now. :D
Have a great week, everyone :)Labels: a day in my life, paint me a picture, speak in silence
~ isabel ~ posted @
Monday, June 08, 2009,10:04 AM
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