ver 3.0
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HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P


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~ black&blue ~



*| isabel | many nicknames :P | 20teen 20ne | December baby | Pinay | Green | CBE Yuppie :P | frustrated.. everything :P | contradiction | curious | daydreamer | the late bloomer LOL | in search for more | open | neutral | smile freak :D | moody ;) |*

| God | family | friends | love | tunes | reads | life and living it | rain | sunshine | sleep | staying up late | artsy stuff | variety | internet | chatting | blogs | keeping it simple | helping out | cultures | drawing/doodling | talking | learning and doing new things | day(or night?)dreaming | dogs | memories | pictures | all things beautiful | happiness |


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~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~


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~ looking back ~

~ could you blame me? ~
~ movie marathon :p ~
~ letters and other notes ~
~ update again.. ~
~ para maiba naman ~
~ another day has passed.. ~
~ this is the countdown.. ~
~ ..hmmm ~
~ come fly with me.. come fly, let's fly away... ~
~ no words can explain.. ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
a music box :)
scream out loud
graduate :p

Credits
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udub
Thank You! :)

~ letters.. ~

dear you,

i had actually thought that you were the one who had been insensitive lately, but recently, i realized that i also had my own faults..that it was i who had detached myself..and i am sorry for that. i'm sorry if i cannot fulfill the things that i should be doing for you.. i know that i am not obliged to do them but i feel that you deserve better than how i've been treating you these days..however, i hope you'd also come to realize that you yourself should be trying too. these things do not work if only one person does their thing..till now, there are a lot of things that i simply cannot understand about you..but still, i try. again, i am sorry, but i do hope you understand what i am going through right now..please do..

love, me.

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dear you,

i am sorry for how i acted that day..and the other day as well..i was being childish during the first incident and should have understood your side (though you should understand my side as well..). as for the other incident, i think i was caught off guard and really didn't know what to say..thus, i ended up saying the wrong things and hurting your feelings (i assume)..the truth is, i really don't know what more i can do for you right now..i mean, i can tell you all the nicest things in the world..but the truth is, it wouldn't really matter or do anything good at this point..because all the rest is up to you and your decisions..maybe, somehow, a part of me felt that you needed the truth..argh, this is so hard..still, if the worst may come, i hope you'll always remember that i will always believe in you and in what you can do..and i will always be around to help..after all, that's what friends are for :)

take care
always, me

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dear you,

i'm sorry if ever i had startled you with what i've said..but i think you deserved it at that time. after all, one cannot be so kind all the time..still, i hope things would be ok between us. friends, ok?

p.s. don't push things too hard..you might get hurt.. :)
signed, me

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dear you,

thank you for letting me pour my heart out to you the other week. you've been listening to the same old stuff since forever but you never got tired of it. for all the advices, sharing and simple listening, thank you from the bottom of my heart. you are one of the best listeners ever :)

p.s. things have gone better. i'll tell you about them soon enough :)
love, me

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dear you,

i miss you..but thank you for understanding. you are the best, ever.. **hug!**

see you soon
love, me.

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dear you,

thank you for the small but "in-depth" chats we have..which ever path you choose, as i've said, we'll be here for you :) as long as you're happy with that decision :)

friends forever
love, me

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you,

go away..far away..i don't need you right now..in fact, you are the last thing i ever need at this moment.

i hate you..
signed, me

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dear you,

even though i find it so hard to express how i really feel (i think we both do, hehe), please know that i am trying my very best, ok? you know that you are special to me so better take care of yourself, ok? don't give anybody a hard time and do what you have to do. :)

**hug**
love, me

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dear you,

sorry if i am not able to keep all of my promises lately..i know you know that life's busy and hard lately..keep in mind though that i still try spending time with you guys..of course i still miss all the long hang-outs..you of all people should know that :)

good luck to us :)
love, me

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dear you,

what else can i say? thank you thank you thank you a million times..words will never be enough but really, thanks :)

love, me
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status: still sick, still flooded with projects..luckily, still breathing *sigh*

still looking forward but..i dunno..basta, as long as i'm happy, ok na yun for me :)

He'll help me through this, i know :)

~ isabel ~ posted @
Thursday, November 30, 2006,3:21 PM

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