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HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P


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~ black&blue ~



*| isabel | many nicknames :P | 20teen 20ne | December baby | Pinay | Green | CBE Yuppie :P | frustrated.. everything :P | contradiction | curious | daydreamer | the late bloomer LOL | in search for more | open | neutral | smile freak :D | moody ;) |*

| God | family | friends | love | tunes | reads | life and living it | rain | sunshine | sleep | staying up late | artsy stuff | variety | internet | chatting | blogs | keeping it simple | helping out | cultures | drawing/doodling | talking | learning and doing new things | day(or night?)dreaming | dogs | memories | pictures | all things beautiful | happiness |


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~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ looking back ~

~ black with patterns of gray and orange.. ~
~ disaster.. ~
~ this time..i mean it.. ~
~ another week done.. ~
~ no title for this one.. :p ~
~ my day.. ~
~ ...after the storm ~
~ hmmm..updates.. ~
~ of the passing time and the changes that come with... ~
~ 12 minutes..(and other memories) ~

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~ and beyond.. ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
a music box :)
scream out loud
graduate :p

Credits
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udub
Thank You! :)

~ no words can explain.. ~

*-thoughts on thinking-*

commuting gives me sooo much room to think about stuff..from the tiniest of details to the weirdest questions on earth..everything just makes its way through this feeble brain of mine (and mind you, i commute 5 days a week..*torture without effort* :p)

while walking towards the mrt station the other day, i remembered a certain issue of the sandman graphic novel/comic book i was reading last vacation..i think the title of the issue is Calliope (not sure of the spelling :p) ..it' s about this writer who, in the end part of the story, was cursed by Dream with an abundance of ideas (because it was what he wanted in the first place)..and eventually became insane..

(try browsing through it, reader..you'll find it interesting :p)

sometimes i wonder if i'm getting close to receiving the same curse..i mean, things pop up in my head just like that..and controlling it eventually leads me to think still of something else..thus i go around in circles..it's quite tiring, reader..and sometimes, i wish to stop..i cannot even escape thinking about stuff when i sleep because everything i think about eventually turns up in my dreams..waaaaa! :o (my heads hurts at this very moment, so to speak..)

anyway, it's just a thought (still :p).. i'm pretty sure all of us have these thoughts lurking in our brains all the time..i just happen to maximize them..(cue spongebob saying "imagination" while forming a rainbow with his hand..haha)

*-thoughts for a not-so-usual week-*

so what of the week that was? hmmm..it wasn't so bad, actually..things turned out to be okay..surprisingly, this week has been quite eventful, well, compared to the last few weeks of school..

..the sea of black is upon us because, once again..it's graduation season! :) ironically, the color black which usually stands for mourning and sadness is somehow used now to symbolize happiness..(a thought again :p) but, all the same..congratulations to the graduates! i wish them all the best there is :p use your compass to guide you through, as said by the speaker :) i loved her speech, by the way..really had me thinking, yet again! x_x

..i remember my dad saying, "yung wala talaga sa'yo, yun yung gusto mo.." hayyy..so true, so true..(i know carmela would agree, haha :p) it's sooo hard to be contented in this life..being human, we're given more options, and thus we try and find more than what we have..that's just the way things are, i guess..though one may claim that he or she is already happy with things as they are, there will always come a point where you'll want and try to go on further..

i had once liked a certain something..let's call it "hmm hmm"..eventually, my like for "hmm hmm" had grown weary (maybe because something else had caught my attention or i just didn't want it anymore)..now, something happened..and i actually have the chance to have "hmm hmm"..but i don't want it..though i don't mind for it being around..i swear i don't want it..in this case, my question is..why now??

..i had brief but frequent encounters with uncertainty this week..the first few ones were fine..i tried not to mind them anymore because i know i'll just end up being bothered..but the most recent ones..grrrr..i hated them..it's hard for me to wish them to go away because if not for uncertainty, where would the thrill of things come from, right? but then again, things are slowly being predictable..and i know, just like my need for "hmm hmm" this uncertainty would die down eventually..

inphil this week was okay..trash that past entry..from now on, no pre-judging, hehe :p i'll just see things out when the term ends..

*-my brother, my executioner-*

i had already finished this book last week..i think the novel was nice and is a close to accurate depiction of filipino life..the setting was during the rebel (hukbalahap) uprising but the events in the story are somehow still similar to the things happening recently..as for the main character, luis..i think it was selfishness that conquered his being..(spoiler incoming) it was a sad and depressing ending..

anyways, i think i'm out of ideas for the meantime..well, i'm actually not but even if i use all the words in the world, there's no real way for me to describe or explain what and how i really feel..all the same, i'm really thankful that i still have the people whom i could always count on..thank you guys! you know who you are :) and of course, God is always there, whatever happens :)

better days! :D

~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, October 13, 2006,10:21 PM

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