~ this time..i mean it.. ~
*-finished..-*
it is officially a closed deal..i (still) can't believe i've finally done it.. another one slashed out of my list..right now, i still don't know if i'm happy or sad about it..i guess it was ok..hurt? uhm, i'll get back to you on that, reader..for now, the final deciding act has been done and it's over with..
no more, no more, no more.. and i will do my best to stand by that statement permanently (hahaha, hopefully :p) well, except of course if something else were to happen..other than my doing, haha :D..
*-...with benefits-*
my sister and i have this habit of playing music every night (from the laptop, of course :p)..and the songs are mostly..well, one might call it "love songs"..haha :p sometimes we would sing (also in the shower :p) or tell stories about how we feel about a certain song..or who we remember by it..i believe that you understand what i'm saying, reader..
anyway, last night, while the song head over feet by alanis morisette was playing, specifically the line saying, "you're my best friend...best friend with benefits.." here was the conversation that took place..
kat: gusto ko nun, best friend with benefits..haha!
me: oo naman noh, masarap kaya magka-best friend na guy..pero hindi naman yung ganun na "benefits"..
(we both laugh; jon passes by the hallway)
jon: with benefits ah, anu un, insurance? with benefits..
(kat and i laugh more..embarrassed..i suppose)
kat: kahit anu naman sabihin, may benefit naman eh..
me: oo naman noh..friends nga eh..
how do you define this line saying "with benefits" anyway? i had encountered the statement once again this afternoon while leafing through a magazine..but the implications were more on intimacy than just mere friendship..but isn't that what the statement implies in the first place? haha..oh well..i leave that thought to you, reader..but for me, i think it would be really nice to have a guy best friend..in itself, it would be a benefit :p haha.. (although some people won't agree..*ehem)
*-snip, snip-*
i had a haircut today..but it's not really that noticeable, hehe..just a trim..coz my sister's insisting that it's already too long..i feel quite weird after haircuts because my hair ends up straight after the blowdry..ndi ako sanay..haha :)
some people say i look better with straight hair but i dunno..i still have to say that i like my natural wavy hair better :p (for the meantime..) what do you think, reader?
...anyway, i'll be studying na in a while..i have a quiz in finama1 tomorrow eh, i have to memorize all the formulas pa.. haha.. :p
better days! :p
~ isabel ~ posted @
Monday, October 09, 2006,4:48 PM
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