a view from my side..

~ thought bubble ~

HAPPY 2011!
WOOOOHOOOO!!

Another year to have great adventures!

Let's go!!
rant@ 1/17/11 :P

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~ black&blue ~

~ looking out ~

~ cool stuff ~
~Improv Everywhere~
~Letters to Crushes~
~Travesty Clothing~
~Jiro's Deviantart~
~Post Secret~
~Newgrounds~
~30-sec Bunnies Theater Library~
~The IMPOSSIBLE quiz~
~Yahoo Games~
~Serious Shorts~
~What does your name mean?~
~http://youdiehard.blogspot.com~
~http://www.pinoyblogosphere.com~
~SA on B :)~

~ friends ~
~amelie colobong~
~arik abu~
~arnel cosme~
~avis alibuyog~
~carmela ugay~
~dominic yatco~
~earl foust~
~earl masacayan~
~gelo lecaros~
~java lee~
~jerica riego~
~jiro tamase~
~joice carrido~
~jose tanjuan~
~jowee corrales~
~julianne alberto~
~kat silva~
~katrina perez~
~liana colobong~
~mandy mangubat~
~merie clarete~
~michelle kim inot~
~mika lopue~
~mike esguerra~
~nancy bansil~
~paulene bucag~
~tessa tamase~

~ et. al. ~
~anton silver~
~bianca gonzales~
~jim paredes~
~neil gaiman~

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~ about.. ~

UNDER CONSTRUCTION.. sorry for being a lazy b*tch. lol.

I'm stuck in a different time zone as of the moment. ;)

--isabel--atebel--isa--bel--bei--

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~ talkback ~

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~ looking back ~

~ release it ~
~ heartbreak.. ~
~ searching for something more.. ~
~ updates.. ~
~ updates ~
~ the week that was :p ~
~ ..it's been too long.. ~
~ 1st entry for 2007..haha! ~
~ blessed :) ~
~ recipe for a happy day :) ~

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~ and beyond.. ~

~ June 2006 ~
~ July 2006 ~
~ August 2006 ~
~ September 2006 ~
~ October 2006 ~
~ November 2006 ~
~ December 2006 ~
~ January 2007 ~
~ February 2007 ~
~ March 2007 ~
~ April 2007 ~
~ May 2007 ~
~ June 2007 ~
~ July 2007 ~
~ August 2007 ~
~ September 2007 ~
~ October 2007 ~
~ November 2007 ~
~ December 2007 ~
~ January 2008 ~
~ February 2008 ~
~ March 2008 ~
~ April 2008 ~
~ May 2008 ~
~ June 2008 ~
~ July 2008 ~
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~ November 2008 ~
~ December 2008 ~
~ January 2009 ~
~ February 2009 ~
~ March 2009 ~
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~ July 2009 ~
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~ January 2010 ~
~ February 2010 ~
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~ April 2010 ~
~ June 2010 ~
~ November 2010 ~
~ December 2010 ~
~ January 2011 ~
~ February 2011 ~
~ March 2011 ~
~ April 2011 ~
~ November 2011 ~

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~ wishing on a star ~

reason
happiness :)
know and do what I really want
not be afraid
~~a music box :)~~
~~scream out loud~~
~~graduate :p~~

Credits
~ _ ~

udub
Thank You! :)

~ the f words.. ~

there are things in life that you just can't control..no matter how hard you try, if it's meant to happen (or at least you think it is) ..it'll probably and most likely will..even if you don't like it..or even if you take all the necessary precautions to avoid it..it'll just go around in circles and meet you up in the other end..it's just a matter of timing..that's just how it is..life is life and we're just living it..

**--**
thank God it's friday (oh, it's lola's , dominic's and shesther's birthdays today :p) a major hell week has just passed..all the pile-up of work for econtri, finacct , finama2 and kaspil are officially dismantled..the long week of not being able to greet mr. sandman with proper decorum would end tonight..*insert choir of angels*

even though i'm quite happy that the work's all done (for the meantime)..i'm still really, really bothered by a lot of things lately.. :-(

i can feel it in my bones that i will suffer at the end of this term..i know that it is something that is natural but i just can't help but feel bothered by it..i mean, who would want to suffer that anyway, right?

yes..it's the f word..

failure..(not THAT f word :p)

even though i may not admit it, i do fear failing a whole lot and i hate seeing myself as a failure..you, dear reader, may look upon it as pride or interpret it negatively but i dunno..who would want to suffer failure anyway, right? another reason why i fear it is maybe i haven't really experienced it..well something that's major and could cause me a lot of things..

my friend amelie and i have once talked about taking risks..and yes, we both avoid it as much as possible..(scaredy cats :p haha) *sigh* it's not that i hate it or anything..i just don't want other people to be disappointed in me, or pity me for a mistake i've made..

well, is it pride? hmmmm..maybe..

without risk though, where would we come to? *sigh*

i hate this anxious//worried//uptight feeling..i wish i could just wish them all away..

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stress is bad...why?
-makes you ugly..pimples and eye bags! ahaha!
-i gain weight coz of it..rawr! haha :D
(i wish i was those types of people who would lose weight when stressed :p)
-lessens life span (really? dunno :p )
-just makes you feel bad..and that in itself is bad enough :p

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sometimes i cannot help but think that i made it to where i am by just pretending to know and understand what i really don't..imagine that eh? it's a weird thought but...what if, right?

i really can't say if what i just said was true or merely another product of my who-knows-what- imagination but hey, if it is, i must be one great actress to boot :p

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"i've suffered too much..but i'm still holding on.."
-- the message on a brown shirt worn by a guy walking towards my direction :) 5:17 pm near the mrt station

Labels: failing, fear, hope, just me, life, outlet, release, thoughts

~ isabel ~ posted @
Friday, March 30, 2007,3:00 PM

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