Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Yeeeeeey!! Yahoooooooo!!
**=insert more expressions of extreme I'm-so-hyper happiness then..
a BIG sigh of relief :p=**
**BIG SMILE!!**

July 2-6 2007 is officially a part of history. Thank God it's done.. :)
Special thanks to Amelie who's my classmate in every subject this term and obviously has suffered the same requirements needed for this week as I did (Sawa ka na ba? Haha! :p) ..I'm glad we made it through semi-hell week..Hmmm why semi? Coz I'm betting my money that there will be more hellish weeks/months far worse than that one. But hey, we'll just laugh about it afterwards so for now, it's all good. Yippee! :)

I also wanna say thank you to all the people who were and still are there too.
(Reader, since you're wasting your time looking at this, I'm sure you're one of those people..so THANKS! haha :p)
Knowing you guys will be there whatever happens helps me make it through even though I just wanna throw everything away in the trash. I love you all :)
(oh yeah, that's mushy-ness for you..and more to follow, haha!)

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Though this is already a bit late..
I wanna say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOY! :)
Thank you for your cheerful and friendly spirit :)
Thanks din for the fun dinner last Friday

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I was a bit disappointed. I guess I had expected too much but it doesn't matter. Everything's done already and I realized a lot of things along the way, significant things. It's weird that after everything, I still want to give my thanks and that I'm not regretting any of it. I was given something to be hopeful about and something to make me believe that I am doing something good. Again the altruistic side of me (as a friend describes) had revealed herself. I had been blinded by the potential I saw (or chose to see, I really don't know ). I felt...well, honestly..I felt happy.

Did I ever expect anything in return? I had tried my very, very best not to. I tried to convince myself that everything was fine as long as things were doing well and I could see improvements, however small or seemingly insignificant they were. But being only human, I wanted something at the very least. No, it was nothing tangible (even though I very much appreciate being given such things). I cannot really explain it outright. There were even times when I had asked myself if it was the so-called L word I was hoping for. But again, I woke up from my childish fantasies and found out that no, that just wasn't it. So what was it then?

I still cannot find the right words to say or even describe what it is that I wanted. From what I could think of, it's a simple thing which could be expressed in numerous, different ways. I had typed down things which I thought would help describe it but them being too many, I had opted to press the backspace instead. Two simple heartfelt words would've sufficed.

It indeed has been a while and I can't even imagine why and how things had turned out as such but there, I'm better because if it. This is not the end because for me, ends and beginnings are just labels. Maybe it's a mix of both but whatever this may signify, I will still be here smiling and being thankful for everything that comes my way.

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Okay, so I guess I've ran out of stuff to say once again, hahaha.. :) Hmmm...Oh, I wanna say thanks for the funny trip home I had last Friday with the three LMG boys: RG, Ali and Harly. Don't worry, hindi mababago mga tingin ko sa inyo, hahahaha :p But yeah, thanks a lot, guys :)

Jowee!! Thanks for being there to listen and suffer as Amelie and I did last Thursday night, hahaha! And of course, Thank You Sooo Much for making my 1st UAAP experience possible. I had enjoyed it very much! :) Animo La Salle!!

Paulene and Carmela..I miss you both sooo much (awwww!) Sana nga matuloy yung sleep over thingy...Hopefully, haha! Oh yeah, Paulene..alam mo na yun, hahaha! :)

Jez, thanks for the early morning text marathons and withstanding my weirdness and kadramahan, wehehehe :)

Hanna! I don't need to explain further..haha! Thanks dear! Don't worry, you're okay and you're not a you-know-what-word-I'm-talking-about, hahaha ;)


For those whom I failed to mention, I hope you wont take it against me, haha! You're all still special for me anyway..As I've said earlier, thank you for being there :)

Okay, enough mushy-ness for the day..I'm out.
Better days ahead! God Bless! :)

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